基本上这个Blog就是一直在重复着被我抛弃又用回的循环里。转眼回顾，上次在这里写东西已经是2年多前的事情… 现在我是想要用这个Blog来写些自己从来不会亲口对别人说的事情还有自己的想法。让一些真的想要了解我的人有这个机会听听我内心的声音。
看回过去，我觉得自己可能其实一直以来都没有什么成长。每次过了一段时间然后再看回自己前阵子写的东西，都会有同样的那种感觉，就觉得自己以前写的东西很搞笑，觉得自己的想法很幼稚。也许2年后我再看会这篇东西有是会有同样的感想。每次我以为自己有成长了，结果其实我还是被困在同样的情况里面。自己依然还是那么不善言辞，总是找不到适合与其分享内心想法的人物和那种机会。遇到解决不了的问题的时候，还是一直把自己沉浸在游戏世界里，一直逃避。家里的问题也一直没有解决，我回到来这里还是时不时要被吵架声搞得心烦意乱，一直都无法体会到家的温暖。自己还是不停地在寻找着自己的真爱，把感情放在一个自己觉得真的很重要的一个女孩身上，结果最后还是无法追到手。信仰上的道路也是，一旦生活变得轻松就会开始放纵自己。
Today I saw a tragedy from facebook, a 18years old girl had jump off from her condominium. Then I surfed check internet newspaper. Different newspaper has their own description about this incident. But all got write the simillar things that is, the dead had confided to her cousin she had been abbused by her mother and had the thought to die. The newspaper company said it is believed that the girl suicided because of this. But the mother said that she and her daughter's relationship was very good, only sometimes got a bit stern to her and it is for the daughter goods. However, the dead had already died, these all are not important anymore, but the thing I want to say is, there is no problem that cannot solve, as you are alive there will be a way to solve your problem. Don't cincai waste your life.
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